WoW...itS BEeN a Long WHilE!!

OuR car Was JAM pAckEd wiTh StuFf frOm IKEA..haha..ouR gas MileagE home Was TERRIBLE!

RiSh Rockin hiS nEw Sun GLASsEs on The wAy up To lAguNa...We loVe to TAke RoaD TriPs TogETher!!

OuR TraDiTion When We go To CaLI...Stop at MaD GrEek...tHey hAve DiliSH onIon RingS TOO!!

Our room was so nice but it got kinda bad when we would try to sleep at night because the waves would keep us up ...they were soooo loud. Every night they would come and "take down" your bed and they would set a little dark choc. bar on your pillow. It was soo good...so one night the guy gave us a Ton of them so Rish took them home and put one on my pillow every night until he ran out...aww.

IsN't it gorgeous???

So, I feel like I haven't been on Blog in FOREVER! Our computer crashed a few days after my last post and it has just been so crazy. Our life just throws us so many surprises all the time. I've learned to just blow it off and forget about the stress of it because all it is going to do is give me GRAY HAIR..which I already have a few...SCARY! In this last month, Rish got into a car accident, my windshield on my car got busted, my cell phone got destroyed, my sister Mekel is OFFICIALLY gone to Utah, AND on a HIGHER noTE....I finished the TWiLighT series and LOVED every minute of it. It's was so funny when Rish called me the morning he got into the accident...he asked me why I didn't ask if he was ok when he called...I said well....if you are calling then obviously you are alive and your arm wasn't broken and that's all that matters. We went to Laguna for Rish's birthday and it was THE BEST TIME I"VE HAD IN A LONG TIME! After all the craziness and with everything that has happened...we really needed a break to just relax...but you know of course when you try to go out of town and relax there is always something that you have to go "home" to reality for a little bit. Last time we went to Laguna for his birthday somebody had stolen our credit card number so we couldn't even use our credit card..haha...you just have to laugh and let it all go. AnD we went to IKEA and spent a lot but got a lot of really cute stuff and it makes me sOOO excited for our house and to decorate! OCTOBER 30th is our OFFICIAL walk through. YEA! We will be in it for Christmas and we can actually decorate our first tree!! I have to say that I am very blessed to have Rish by my side through all the craziness. He is my backbone and whenever things get soo stressful and I say..ugh, I GIVE UP he is there to just lift me up and remind me of all things I have to be grateful for. Of all the relationships I've been through before Rish, I have to say I have never felt that my "special" someone has loved me as much as he does. He is beyond in love with me and sometimes I say he is the girl in our relationship..haha...he always wants to cuddle at night when I'm all hot from him or he is all crunchin me down with his big ol' arms and I'm like..can you just roll over and let me breath for a sec? haha..But he is honestly the best and I think I only tell him the stuff that bugs me...and I think we all tend to do that. Only point out the stuff they Don't do instead of the things they do do...even the little stuff. The other night I had been sooo tired from a 12 hour day at work standing on my feet. I got home and he had dinner set up for me with a bubble bath and a little note on my pillow telling me how much he loves me. So..unselfish... especially for a guy because he had no intention to bug me that night and just let me relax. I don't know what I would do without him and I am very thankful that I found him. The only thing is I am getting a LITTLE baby hungry but he won't budge at all..haha. I guess it's ok. WIth the economy the way it is and how everything is falling apart...why bring another thing into the world and then stress about it. NOT sayin that kids are just stress, but with so many people losing jobs and how everything is just getting so scary...why bring someone into the world if somethin happened and we didn't even have food to feed it or somethin. lol...I know that is a little extreme but I guess that is how I justify it. I really have to pray about it and figure out what I need to do and not just what Rish doesn't want to do. haha. He wants to be a dad I know for SURE but soon is the question. My sister Mekel was teaching her last lesson in Young Womens so I went to it and it was about all this stuff and not to wait to have babies...that it is very selfish to think of yourself, money,personal goals or stress when it comes to not wanting one. And I think I was meant to hear it because I dont go to young womans...and they didn't talk about that in relief society so....I just think the TIME IS COMING NEAR. But the big ? is ...when and how do we know...and how can I convince my husband it's time if it is time? haha...